sometimes life is about how we deal with people,

is not just bout being ourselves.

haih.

out of a sudden,

i felt so sulky.

jeezzzzz....

my feelings now is damn kao emo lor.


SeanThePrecious just left.
woke up pretty the early to company him to settle his stuff.
and just now,
the moment he left my doorstep.
the excitement i saw on his face is like priceless.
grinning all the way and with his right leg holding the door,
left hand, gesturing few of his fingers asking me to go over for a hug.
awwwwww
that's so sweet right??


but logically thinking lah,
as in normal human being lah hor,
also will have a sudden thought

"care bout my feelings lah tiu, i gonna be home alone you somemore so fucking happy"



just thoughts JUST THOUGHTS OKAY!!


i am just ranting for no reason.
especially when everyone is gone.
later in few hours MarkTheSissy also gonna go.
going to malaysia somemore.
meeting up with Nutttadee, BabyV, JuztinTheBoss and SeanThePrecious.
jealous can die.
then going genting together and MOS somemore lor.
tiu anot??
emo can die jor.



iiissssssshhhhhhhhhhhh




i better take a nap.
later got stuff to settle.
if not i pretty much gonna end up emoing.
which i dont want it to happen.
coz i got lots of stuff to pack.
honestly, i dont know how.
kik shui leh.

"if only SOMEONE could bring the smile on my face"

Ryan's farewell later.

it just......

felt so weird.



this particular day or our so called "OUT" day.
oh yes, me and JoonTheSeiPondan just talked bout it.
friends are leaving one by one.
left MeMouse and yea, TheSeiPondan.



i should probably head to bed.
woke up pretty early today from my early rest.
BabyD said i should maintain my good work.
:))))))))))))))))) *proud*



what's more tomorrow gonna meet up TheSeiPondan for lunch,
and his shoe hunt.
him and his converse and his skinny jeans.
NO converse! NO skinny jeans!
wtf??

HAHAHAHA



i like yo.

is kind of frustrating when this kinda shits happened all the time. this shit just reminded me bout the previous incident. fuck it.

dramas. dramas. dramas

wtf oh. what's wrong with people nowadays? seems like purposely come and pick a fight only. tiu. i already sibeh not in a good mood, somemore want to come and light up my fire. damn tulan lor. and now where the hell is my nail clipper lah? bugger!

i am like a bird without wings,

feels like flying around,

but you are not here to guide me,

all i could do is,

stay on the same spot where you left me,

waiting for you to guide me once again.






WWWWAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!





emo emo




wtf

out of a sudden




i dont want wednesday to come.

i am missing people

hmmm....

my apology for being m.i.a
but i am back in action!!





why private my blog you asked??






coz.....







i got NOTHING better to do bah!





hah hah hah.....






emo.emo.emo






first Nuttadee is gone.
second BabyV is gone.
third MunToTheYun is gone.
fourth JuztinTheBoss also just chiao.
follow on this week, you know who you are lah also gonna go.





:((((((((((((((((

"this is not what i expected,
if only i could stop the time at this very moment"