"No matter how crazy and funny the scenes around you are, they
are useless without the person you want to laugh with..."

crap.....

i am feeling so sulkyyyyy now :(
ish ish ish
besides the 'homesick' i am having now,
i am currently in a devastating mode.


the bf has gone home like 2 hours ago.
altho he promised to be back end of the week,
i am still unhappy.
i mean i have been sticking to him since forever,
and now he is not here.
i just feels like crying.
i texted him just now telling him how much i miss him.
he told me to grab the pictures we had beside my bed and look at it.
i cant.
i bet i will end up shedding tears.
so to avoid crying,
i am chewing or shud i say biting on candies.
one after one.
*croak croak croak*
wtf.


well, i begged him to leave his lappie with me.
and promised to bring it to reformat.
at least i have something to do.
while backing up his stuffs,
i found this.....

good old times, my love

-missing you dearly-

its been exactly a week since i got back.
things has not been the way i wanted.
everything seems out of way.
well, i miss my friends and the worst of all,
i kept telling my family and the bf i am having "homesick".


i emailed BabyV as soon as I got internet connection,
thinking that my home connection sucks killed me badly.
her reply were depressing.
i seriously miss the time we had back there,
altho we dont meet up that often.


home is alright, with everyone here.
have not been doing anything yet,
just chilling lots with the bf and family.
mahjong every night till morning with them,
sleeping till noon with the bf,
and going in/off from the police station which i hate the most.
not to least, immigration tomorrow.
sigh.
there are still lots to do including the shipping that just got in from adelaide.
everything and i mean everything is just killing me.
i basically lost contact with the world.