sometimes life is about how we deal with people,

is not just bout being ourselves.

haih.

out of a sudden,

i felt so sulky.

jeezzzzz....

my feelings now is damn kao emo lor.


SeanThePrecious just left.
woke up pretty the early to company him to settle his stuff.
and just now,
the moment he left my doorstep.
the excitement i saw on his face is like priceless.
grinning all the way and with his right leg holding the door,
left hand, gesturing few of his fingers asking me to go over for a hug.
awwwwww
that's so sweet right??


but logically thinking lah,
as in normal human being lah hor,
also will have a sudden thought

"care bout my feelings lah tiu, i gonna be home alone you somemore so fucking happy"



just thoughts JUST THOUGHTS OKAY!!


i am just ranting for no reason.
especially when everyone is gone.
later in few hours MarkTheSissy also gonna go.
going to malaysia somemore.
meeting up with Nutttadee, BabyV, JuztinTheBoss and SeanThePrecious.
jealous can die.
then going genting together and MOS somemore lor.
tiu anot??
emo can die jor.



iiissssssshhhhhhhhhhhh




i better take a nap.
later got stuff to settle.
if not i pretty much gonna end up emoing.
which i dont want it to happen.
coz i got lots of stuff to pack.
honestly, i dont know how.
kik shui leh.

"if only SOMEONE could bring the smile on my face"

Ryan's farewell later.

it just......

felt so weird.



this particular day or our so called "OUT" day.
oh yes, me and JoonTheSeiPondan just talked bout it.
friends are leaving one by one.
left MeMouse and yea, TheSeiPondan.



i should probably head to bed.
woke up pretty early today from my early rest.
BabyD said i should maintain my good work.
:))))))))))))))))) *proud*



what's more tomorrow gonna meet up TheSeiPondan for lunch,
and his shoe hunt.
him and his converse and his skinny jeans.
NO converse! NO skinny jeans!
wtf??

HAHAHAHA



i like yo.

is kind of frustrating when this kinda shits happened all the time. this shit just reminded me bout the previous incident. fuck it.

dramas. dramas. dramas

wtf oh. what's wrong with people nowadays? seems like purposely come and pick a fight only. tiu. i already sibeh not in a good mood, somemore want to come and light up my fire. damn tulan lor. and now where the hell is my nail clipper lah? bugger!

i am like a bird without wings,

feels like flying around,

but you are not here to guide me,

all i could do is,

stay on the same spot where you left me,

waiting for you to guide me once again.






WWWWAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!





emo emo




wtf

out of a sudden




i dont want wednesday to come.

i am missing people

hmmm....

my apology for being m.i.a
but i am back in action!!





why private my blog you asked??






coz.....







i got NOTHING better to do bah!





hah hah hah.....






emo.emo.emo






first Nuttadee is gone.
second BabyV is gone.
third MunToTheYun is gone.
fourth JuztinTheBoss also just chiao.
follow on this week, you know who you are lah also gonna go.





:((((((((((((((((

"this is not what i expected,
if only i could stop the time at this very moment"

today i did something super sohai wei.




let's see.
i was studying in uni till like 6am.
headed home, thought of getting a nap since exam is starting at 9am.
ter-woke MunYun up.
talked to her awhile.
told her i am getting up at 715am.
then she said she gonna make me pancake for breakfast.
:))))))))))))))))))))
awwwwww.....
that's so sweet!
*touched*
thanks love.




then....




zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz






*music.playing*






(MunYun) Is that your alarm or phone ringing??
(Me) My alarm (half sleeping)
What time is it now??
815am.





i was like O_O WTF.
i thought to myself "tiu already this time! confirm late jor lah".
stress max you know, YOU KNOW ANOT!!!!





MunYun then woke up as well,
wanted to make me pancake for breakie.
but i told her i dont have time for breakfast anymore.
i would really love to but sorry dear.





i jumped to the toilet and got myself ready like SUPER fast.
came out, heard MunYun mumbling something.
asked her again, she said "eat the yogurt while you are on your way".
told her "ok, will do".





but then.......




yogurt??YOGURT????




hmmmmmm
for my own info,
all my yogurt expired already wor.
double checked by peeping on it.
okay, really EXPIRED FAR jor.




then dashed out.
decided to catch a cab instead.
jumped in, told the fella showground please.
took out my phone, wanted to silent it.
checked how much time left.
clock showed i still got 1 HOUR 10 MINUTES!!!
i was like WTFFFFFFFFF
those number really like getting bigger and bigger.
angry can die.
wasted 10bucks for the cab.
damn early can die.
damn cold can die also.




bravo bravo.
*hand.claps*




haih.
i feel retarded woi.




Billy came around 8am.
told me he saw someone far away sitting here,
looks like me but dont dare to say hello.
coz i looked damn dead.
tiu, damn tired you know.





after that he said,
"eh, you go in with your THIS look hor, i think they straight away ask whether you need a defer form anot. they automatically come to you with the form."





-____-






meh hai.

the first thing i asked myself this morning,



"why my room so fucking messy geh??"




'______________'




deng tit lei.
mm sai loot!




wtf.

random







waiting for Wombat's call.







hungriiiiiiiii lah!

am feeling so down!












in need for something to cheer me up........











sigh

i am waiting,
still waiting patiently......





bah!





library makes me sleepy.......





and,






i smells like saturday.
STINKS............






gloomy monday.






i want FOOD!!!!!

haih.

i hate this feeling.
doze off pretty early and now awake in the middle of the night.
tiu mou??
rolling on the bed, stoning and suffering from my swollen lips.
*RAWR*
dont ask.




my baybee.


(:












hmmmmm....




i am thinking bout lunch.

as promise......



to my best friend, SHUN YU........



from Sam Low..........

"It was just a day before when we were chit chatting online saying that we shall play soccer together the time we meet each other but the next thing, and in fact is the thingy that i doesn't hope or chose to hear is that you have actually left me. You were the smartest and i thought that you would be really successful in future but why?? We played soccer together since we were young but you left without saying a word to me. My heart was shattered into pieces when i got the news and i broke down into tears. My grandma left me and now my best friend. I don't know what to do, my mind was empty. I always joke to you that i will be the first one leaving this world. If i could make a choice, i would rather that it is me instead of you. The day i got the news, I went out and it was raining. The rain kept falling as if you were crying as well but I know that you will always be a part in me and forever be with me. I will stay strong and i will pray for you. I miss you."

the memory of you remains in me forever and ever

omg omg omg

i am asked to blog bout this so is a MUST for me to do so no matter how busy i am.




alright!
let me recall.




it shud be a monday or a tuesday??
damn my brain.
onli god knows when.
whichever lah.
so, the KinkyMe, AlexThePollutedShoulder and JoonTheSeiPondan went out for mcD.
while i was indulging my sundae,
SamTheGeneralWombat sms-ed me.
well, for your info.....
GeneralWombat is abit emo that night due to his best friend's incident.
and, therefore three of us headed over to SportsBar to meet him up.




after some discrimination by the ser-cue towards our SeiPondan,
we managed to get inside the inner area without any id of MsKinky,
which i have to convince the ser-cue that i am 22.
dudes what does that indicate???
i am bloody young!!
HAHAHA



okay, finish the random-ness.
so some tcss (talk-cock-sing-song), pool and daytona session,
GeneralWombat decided to try his luck on those konon-nya con small kid machine.
after winning lots of keychains for SLPB brathers,
GeneralWombat said "I am gonna win you a mobile phone with 5bucks".


*O*


shocking and a brave statement i thought to myself.
but we arent allowed to disturb him at all.
so me and PollutedShoulder sat at our place and watched in distance,
while SeiPondan went for a ciggie break.
suddenly both of us got excited and at the same time,
we ran towards GeneralWombat.



guess what?
he succeeded wei!



i was damn happy leh.
sibeh kai sim lor.



(SeiPondan) I cigarette also dont wanna smoke, straightaway throw and come in ah.


-_________-"



he insisted that we open it.
so we did.
he went "GA GEH!! GA GEH!!!"
which means fake.
sometimes i really cannot stand his pondan-ness.



awwwww...
Wombat, i love love you lah.
you memang my brather yo!

GeneralWombat with Kinky and her new toy.

the machine.

and again, the machine.

ever seen anyone played pool without scoring any balls??

here i introduce you all, PollutedShoulder.

:D

this is SeiPondan

the cutie Wombat.

SLPB's keychain.




and now,





TADAAAAH.....

the highlight of the night.


shui hor?
confirm shui lah tiu, from my brather wor!

charger.

front view.

back view.

inside view.

side view.

not fake kay!!!
check out the testing 123 video below (:




monopoly anyone??



no thanks mate.
very the tired.



korean feast anyone???



hell yea.
onli if i could get my ass off my bed.

chi Q sin woi.

Emoholic's

Joon's

Alex's





random baby random!!!!

i am sick.

sore throat.
cough.
now flu??




wan meh????






my life saver.





xxxxxxx





cracks my head when i have to use my brain cells.
thank god two of my brotherhood stalkers gonna help me tomorrow noon.



bunny??
policewoman??
nurse??
french maid??
or hooker???



wtf!!



"i thought of bunny, policewoman, nurse, french maid or hooker."

"i thought of one really creative. Aborogines."




-___________________________________-




fucker

the above video is uploaded courtesy for Shiznit.







HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE!!!!!!






no more teenager ya.
you are a man now.






love you

p / s - if anyone happens to see him on the street tomorrow, do wish him happy birthday!

this picture would be much better with a cigarette on my fingers.
wtf.

for fucks sake.





i am hating this feeling.
after 15 hours of hibernating,
and 7 hours of stoning.
i am sleepy once again.

(SeanThePrecious) Imagine the fella lying on the floor for 8 hours.
(Hibernator a.k.a Me) That's the mastermind right??
Ya.... (blah blah blah..not important anyways)
Ohhhhh.....
Justin said he was injected with some "numb" thingy (don't-fucking-know-the-term) so the body is numb only the eyes can move but you are very qualified to act that role.
(Nuttadee) And you don't have get injected with anything coz you can naturally lie there.
Plus got blood somemore.
HAHAHA. OVERFLOW!!
HAHAHA. After 8 hours still bleeding.






-______________-"






oi mahai.
my friends are all fuckers yo.





currently still on the run for SAW II.
those sound effect.
vibrating my room.
wtf.
damn out wei.
now SAW V lor brather!!

with bored,
mickey!







T_T

"emo-ness strikes in me once again"

OIIII!!!! what chio bu now??? not SIBEH TUAH LIAP meh????
mcb ah. now very close ah. haven see me before go wat comment TL TL!!!
then somemore now chio bu here chio bu there. funny huh?? you think now very funny huh??
tell me lah. funny anot??





eh, chill lah friend.
manyak stress lah now.
headache somemore.
san fu wan lehhhh.
let me lepas abit bit.
dont scared you know.
dont get tulan you know.
just happened to see u calling me chio bu here n fb.
so LATE-BOOMER, peace kay!!






you know i love you.




:D

Mouse is tired!

Mouse is sleepy!!



Mouse wanna sleep badly lahhhhh!!!






did my assignment till this morning.
slept for an hour then got up again.
fuiyoh, hero sial.
got some surprise from SeanThePrecious after that.
HEH HEH HEH!!!




STRICTLY PRIVATE & CONFIDENTIAL




xxxxxx




don't ask!




you guys must be thinking "don't wanna tell don't say lah tiu",
but sorry lah, i fucking like lah, you blow ah. *flaps hair*





SeanThePrecioussssss





then went over to uni,
and meet with the gang for a so called brunch.
well, is pretty much still a breakfast though.






UniSA Chao Tut Gang

p / s - if possible, please ignore the top right fella. itu orang melbourne, no kaitan. hahaha.




okay.
i HAVE to sleep.
if not i will die ga.




tonight dinner with ChibiMaruko.
been four days since i last saw you.
miss you woi. ):





ShinChan - ChibiMaruko



xoxo

aaawwwwwww



so sweet




*LOVES*




they gave me the best out of everything during my big day. even when i am suffering from a hangover and feeling sulky, they carried their best smile on their face so i could feel better and forget bout the dumb shit hangover. i cant find a word to describe my feelings and appreciation on what you guys have done for me. those missing inside the picture - Wesley, MunYan and Darius. I LOVE YOU ALL!!



xoxo

is now 620am when i am sitting here waiting for the food to digest.
wtf???
with my half eyes close somemore.
tiu mou?? you say lah.....tiu mou?????




better doze off before my caretaker sees me.
i will probably scare kao him to mati with my "this" look.





a quote from MunYan,
"she scared me early in the morning when i first opened my eyes and saw her"





okay.
that's a sentence man.
no doubt i love people in adelaide.
bear in mind, not Adeline kay!




-____-




lame, fucking lame!
but i still cinta her.
XD





fuck the food digestion.
fuck you. fuck you. fuck you.
wtf????
i menopause ke??





another quote from WesleyLam,
"your beauty limit is very the short"





WOW!!
that's another sentence too.
see lah.
people in adelaide is just OVER adorable woi.





635am.
gonna jump to my bed.
a must to get my butt off the bed by 1030am.
sigh.
tiu already.




bai.

a...b....c......d....e.....f....g...h....i..j....k...l....Mickey!

-_________________-





lame ass.




borling lahhhhhh!!!!





waiting to get myself hibernate.








picture of the day.

girls night out.



best woi.



<333333

"some things are meant not to be seen"

am down to flu and probably fever anytime soon.
thanks to the guys who threw me into the water lah.



had the coolest birthday celebrations last week.
good trip to victor harbour.
but no pics yet.
haven got the time to upload.
yea, i am lazy.
sorry lah.



gonna wash up now.
is friday again.
time flies man.



:D

guess what.

my hoh ping yiew is coming from melbourne tomorrow.
okay lah, 'so called' hoh ping yiew!
why?
coz i never really met or talk to him before.
i tell you ah,
the way we knew each other is,
v.e.r.y.d.a.m.n.k.a.o.t.h.e.f.u.c.k.i.n.g.c.o.m.p.l.i.c.a.t.e.d!!!!
i will explain that next time.



now very headache.
must be the banana i ate.
and something else which i cannot mention here.



btw,
to my hoh ping yiew:
if you are blog stalking again, yes you will be pretty sure i am talking bout you.
anyways, please remember my krispy kreme,
if not i wont *ahem.ahem* you ga! (wtf?? damn hiao wei)












NOW







16TH SEPTEMBER 2008








WA EH BOSS XING LI












happy birthday yo!




sorry lah boss.
i onli got this picture of yours.




be good.
have fun.
see you when i see you ya!




p / s - i love your 24/7 pei look. =)





happy 23rd

damn freeeee-ging cute hor????




YES!




heheheh....



thank you wei.
that made my day.
(((((((((((((((:

hahppeeee lah!




but butttt.....




:(





on the other hand,




critical decision making.
damn it.
i am in pain.
heart pumping fast.
cannot breath.
damn kan cheong.




tomorrow deadline leh.
promise must give answer.
sei mou?

"when there is only one options,

i hesitate to answer or set my decision clear"

tiu anot???


early saturday morning have to go dim sum.
dunno how many ages ago since i was last exposed to this dim sum word leh.


also i punya fault.
yesterday damn bloody loud go say OKAY to that FuckerSean.
like hou yeng gum.
now die die also must go.
niameh ah!
next time cannot simply spill out the word OKAY jor.


kay lah.
have to siam orang.




steamboat tonight.




xoxo

445am now.


O.O"


gila.







just finished talking to my evil twin on the phone.
been long. (:
hours and hours of rantings.
good, i felt much better now.
THANK YOU my dear!



can't some people just
FUCKING MIND THEIR OWN
BUSINESS????



okay, no more yelling for god sake.
enough is enough.



blog i wanna diprivatekan!!



that's it.
i think thatz how it shud be.



nights.

okay.

continuing from my previous post.
after having our dinner,
SmallA's frens crashed our place for the eve.
humans from all over the world.


the Kings game.
the bloody waterfall in the middle tastes like shit.
seriously, i swear.



hahahaha!

Justin

AbangA, Kayleigh and Sachi.

Sachi and MunYan.

Damian and Wesley.



guess what.
last week during MunYan's birthday,
i only got to know that Wesley happens to be a skater from hong kong.
we were both at Skate Asia 2000 held in hong kong.
and i think we both are competing the same level.
what a small world afterall.

Sean









Sean's sister, Yvonne.






after that,
since the night is still pretty young.
the gang decided to head to Red.
but then,
our Sean couldn't enter due to i.dont.know.why,
we went over to Iso instead.









and this is Mark.


ini dua really camwhores.



Justin is super funny when he is high, i tell you.
especially with his small eyes and his super 24/7 pei looks.
is damn damn damn funny lor.


and,
i got totally freaking no idea why all of us suddenly got up on the stage.
DANCING somemore.
gila crazy.








thank you Geofrrey,
for coming out just to get us in without queuing. :D





we then hopped to KBox for some K session,
freaking lots of people.
all of us have to wait for like 40mins for a room.
we have like 9 people in total.


and and....
i met lots of random people.
out of a sudden.
is like super crazy.


there's once when i am squatting down talking to Mark,
suddenly one fella(quite ah pek wan lor) came beside me talking.
he is like asking questions and bla bla bla,
say he heard from my friend standing outside and all shits lah.
so i mai layan him lor.
manners mar hor??


after when he finally go away,
i stood up wanted to go over to my friend asking bout that fella.
SmallA and the gang, together wan you know!
those face expressions sibeh funny geh,
looking at me giving me one obvious look,
as in "who is that fella?",
but before anyone could pop out any words from their mouth(some full with pizzas),
i told them straight and seriously "dont ask me, i dont know him geh".


HAHAHAHAHA
wahlao, now i think back also funny.
i must be like damn fucking crazy.
SmallA saluted me for being able to talk with random people.
HAPPILY somemore lor.

i dont know why everytime the toilet visits,
can end up to be camwhoring session.




when we kena potong stim while singing,
what else?
we syok sendiri lah.





look at the amount of booze woi.



later that morning,
my house became a refugee camp first time ever.
but at the same time,
i got two "man maid in adelaide" for the first time ever as well.
thanks dudes! (:



when i need to recharge for a day,
i was disturbed and awake by those crazy humans.
tiu mou?
asking me to go dinner with them.
niameh ah!
where got people so semangat go dinner after one crazy party night lah.
most important is,
i never go makan after one tired shit night.



conclusion is,
students studying science from adelaide uni are fucking crazy i guess.
hahahaha.
too much physics and maths.
out of a sudden can do maths while playing cards.
i felt outcast wei.
takpe takpe.
SmallA also bukan science student.
she finance kaki.



okay lah.
i crap too much today.
i happy lah hor?
i manyak good mood today.
:D


must be Sean's cooking.
thank you love!


xoxo