"i am horrible,
yes, now i know,
after so long.
i will always remember this words,
and, it often pops in my mind.
there i shall not forget or never will.
here, i chose not to,
so i will remember you forever.
at least now you hate me,
thatz my purpose no?
you once said you rather hate me,
and, now........
sooner or later i hope you will understand"

is just indescribable.


i am out of words.
is not that i got nothing to say.
but, i am just speechless.
and, i just cant form any words in order.
only if 'you' could understand.
although i know 'you' chose not to and never will.

classic (:

this afternoon i was eating at kfc alone,
and i was on fb with my phone.
then the small kid beside me with his frens,
12 yrs old i reckon?
says he wanna add me on fb.
wtf!

(small kid) "Are you on fb with your phone?"
(me) "Yea?"
"Sweet! Can i add you on fb?"
(kid's fren) "What the fuck are you doing?"
"No, I wanna add her. Can you type your name on my phone's notes?"
" '_' Of course"
"I am bla bla bla by the way"

HAHAHAHA

sometimes i really do wonder,
do 'you' have to make things so difficult?

had a catch up with Al, YiWen and MilkBoy on sunday night.

yea, terrible hangover and headache.
thanks to YingYing.
gah!


so Stags it is.
it was good i say.
the two lovebirds were late.
that gave me enough time to catch up with MilkBoy.


we are in need to order some starters coz i m starving.
spicy bbq wings.
yumz!

my main.
lamb shank.
heaven!!

and accompanied with three sides.
THREE!!!!
crap, i am seriously forcing it.
but is hell good.
especially the rockbare shiraz.

my apple and rhubarb crumble.
honestly, i just wan the ice cream.
the rest is MilkBoy's.



random post it is.
ciao!

a very cold lonely friday night



xoxo

damn.

after hours of fixing my new blog "face",
i still felt that it looks like crap.













my new look.


okay okay.
dont say anything please.
i know i look like shit.
very the ah-lian also.
dirty blonde is what i wanted but.....
whatever.
fuck the colour lah.
i wanna dye back also must wait abit.
and my eyebrows abit the off also.
tiu mou.
if MicroGal did not leave a comment on fb,
i also wont notice.



"ehhhh...your hair looks better at night when you wanna go out but looks like grass during the day"


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fucker

mr usbman