[ e m o t i o n p r o v e s i t a l l ]

merely one second ago, i was told that most of the time in my life were spent in my dreams.
i started to think to myself right after that. and i find that what i was told is pretty true. in short,
doesn't that means i am lifeless?? or i am just being lonely??

nothing seems going good these days. or is just myself who has been over demanding?? sometimes, i just hope that this kinda shits never happened in reality. in my dreams instead. but no matter how much i dreamt also couldn't change the fact. a fact is a fact. i just have to face it.

my last paper is next saturday. pretty much excited. gonna be in semester 5 next year. graduating is what i am longing for. making one decision is always the toughest thing to do. and there is something i must decide. but i dont know how. i guess i just have to stick to that. if there aren't any last resort for me.

To darling Sarah - i wanna drink badly wei. that Jas said i sounded totally like one extreme alcoholic. wtf, right?? we got no more exam stress, of course gonna celebrate and party mar, hor?? and she must have forgotten something. is her big day soon. i guess i just have to show her the consequences for saying that. hahahaha. those who back her up or with her side also gonna die with her. agree?? so Jas better dont PRETENDTOBEDRUNK!!!!

btw, i miss you lah.

:D